ABUSE, DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, SURVIVOR, Uncategorized

Long Nights

It's 3am just me and my demons, Counting the mistakes I've made, Wondering why I've lasted this long, Struggling to remain strong when I feel so weak, Listening to that song on repeat, Lyrics so fitting it's scary, Self-blame and self-hate radiate within me, Was it my fault he raped me? Did I deserve the… Continue reading Long Nights

ABUSE, DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, SURVIVOR

“Words”

When the words in your head are so mixed up, The world around you keeps spinning, damn what was said? Curled up in a ball replaying the things you said, Changed who I was while I couldn’t even get out of bed, Said you loved me then brutally destroyed me, Always find my way to… Continue reading “Words”