ABUSE, DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, SURVIVOR, Uncategorized

Black Cloud

I'm not sure where to start with this post.. last night I had to lock myself in the bathroom where I couldn't breathe nor stop shaking. I never realized the people you've known forever are the ones who will scare you, test your strength, and remind you of how weak you truly are. My children… Continue reading Black Cloud

ABUSE, DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, SURVIVOR, Uncategorized

When PTSD Takes Over Your Life

As I sit here shaking writing this, I don't know what to do with what is going on inside my brain. I am losing long periods of time and have no idea what is happening during those hours I missed. I had asked my son during one of my episodes if mommy was doing anything… Continue reading When PTSD Takes Over Your Life

ABUSE, DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, SURVIVOR

From Brusies to Family

After weeks of being home, I had finally started to feel a little safer, but that didn't stop the nightmares or flashbacks of those many nights I spent crying alone while my children slept. He kept calling and calling and I am not a spiteful person when it comes to my children, so I let… Continue reading From Brusies to Family